I just gave my mom $5k so she can travel to Korea to visit her sister and my cousins and to get some much needed dental work for herself. We've both never been back since we came here when I was 7 so I'm excited and happy for her. I guess that's me trying to play the role of the good son...
But what about what I want?! My life's goals and dreams? I told myself I'd only work in this stressful environment for 5 years before pursuing my goals and dreams. It's now been 5 years and I see no end in sight. Don't get me wrong, my mom is absolutely amazing and she gave up her life for me so it's my duty and privilege to do the same for her and she never asks anything of me... but I'm starting to feel like this responsibility and life is starting to wear me down...
I'm just venting. I've had a ridiculous migraine for the past two days, took literally 18 pills of Excedrine/Ibuprofen/Advil in the past 48 hours and slept less than 7. I think I deserve to vent once in a while. I wish I could scream but no one would hear me anyway.
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