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Almost December

I can't believe we're more than half way into November. I look back on the year and ask myself, "What have I done with my life this year?" Sure, I finally started boxing and enrolled/completed an introductory Mandarin course but did I take steps toward becoming a better man? A better person?

My coworker recently asked me, "Why do you keep yourself so busy? Why do you box and hit the gym? Why do you take Mandarin? Why are you trying to become a better person when we're all just going to die anyway?" I honestly couldn't think of a quick, solid answer to his question...

Maybe the better question to ask myself is not whether or not I've become a better person but why I spend so much time and energy trying to better myself...

I kind of have an idea as to why I am the way I am. But the quick answer I give you now is that I find keeping myself busy to be a better solution than keeping myself idle.


"While we are postponing, life speeds by."
- Seneca

Change

I am usually very reluctant and stubborn to change... but sometimes, change is necessary and can be positive.

Like my blog. The black background was pretty rough on the eyes so I changed it. I realized that there are a few more readers than I thought and didn't want to get sued for temporary blindness. Oh and for you friends that read my blog, thank you for having nothing better to do. :D

All jokes aside, I appreciate your time. <3

OH! And you can now comment anonymously so feel free say hi or hate on me.

Timing is Everything...

Do you ever wonder how things would have turned out if you met someone at a different time? When it comes to relationships, I really think that TIMING is more important than THE PERSON.

Is it THE person that all of sudden makes you want to settle down, get married, and start a family?

Or is it when you feel like it's time to settle down and you want to start a family, and A person just happens to be by your side or comes along?

I personally believe it's the latter.


On a side note: I think society/people these days are too concerned about dating and having a bf/gf and putting labels on things. Why can't I just hang out with people I get along with and not have people ask me things like "are you dating/what's going on/how far did you guys go/etc." It's not THAT important people... don't worry about it.